Away at Thailand for the week. Feels so good to be away from home. So three months of school has gone pass. These three months have been by far been the most stressing months ever in every way it can be. Studies, work.
I wish that one day, everything will just go fine. I'm tired. But until then I'm stuck here.
; We were never meant to be.
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Senior year!
First week of school. I just want holidays to come again. SPM stress. :|
3 days of school only and feeling sucky. So many tuitions too. Haih..
Pn. Syazrilaila is our class teacher. She's kinda funny. Cute too.
She made our tables like we're 6 years old. Six in a group. Me, Dayana, Kar Mun, Danial, Sophia and Yee Kim.
Oh oh! For Biology, we're going to be disecting a cow's heart! Can't wait. Next week we're going to have an experiment for blood smear. We've decided that we're going to sacrifice Danial lol.
Pn. Syazrilaila made us have group names for our groups. We're the POWERPUFF GIRLS. :D
The best part of being Form 5 is we're on the second floor. TWO flights of stairs less. Legs don't hurt anymore when I climb up the stairs. Oh, and we're so close the canteen. Hehe.
Joined Danial's Bio tuition. The teacher's really good. I can still remember everything he said yesterday.
I have to say being a senior is pretty cool. :o It's like you're above everyone else.
; Life as a senior
3 days of school only and feeling sucky. So many tuitions too. Haih..
Pn. Syazrilaila is our class teacher. She's kinda funny. Cute too.
She made our tables like we're 6 years old. Six in a group. Me, Dayana, Kar Mun, Danial, Sophia and Yee Kim.
Oh oh! For Biology, we're going to be disecting a cow's heart! Can't wait. Next week we're going to have an experiment for blood smear. We've decided that we're going to sacrifice Danial lol.
Pn. Syazrilaila made us have group names for our groups. We're the POWERPUFF GIRLS. :D
The best part of being Form 5 is we're on the second floor. TWO flights of stairs less. Legs don't hurt anymore when I climb up the stairs. Oh, and we're so close the canteen. Hehe.
Joined Danial's Bio tuition. The teacher's really good. I can still remember everything he said yesterday.
I have to say being a senior is pretty cool. :o It's like you're above everyone else.
; Life as a senior
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
; Didn't mean to let you down
; The feeling when you try to do something right but it goes left anyway.
Feeling that now. I try my best to make my parents happy. I thought I did the right thing. But well it was obviously wrong. It's been two days in a row that I've screwed up. I just had so much bottled in me. I know that I haven't been studying properly. And the only time I did well was during mid-terms. But I mean even with so little effort, I still got top 2. Why won't they show a little happiness for my results.
I thought I could just let it go. Take the scolding. But my sister said the wrong thing at the wrong time.
Just brokedown. Honestly, it just feels good to let everything out. I haven't done that for so long.
Haih.
; I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
Feeling that now. I try my best to make my parents happy. I thought I did the right thing. But well it was obviously wrong. It's been two days in a row that I've screwed up. I just had so much bottled in me. I know that I haven't been studying properly. And the only time I did well was during mid-terms. But I mean even with so little effort, I still got top 2. Why won't they show a little happiness for my results.
I thought I could just let it go. Take the scolding. But my sister said the wrong thing at the wrong time.
Just brokedown. Honestly, it just feels good to let everything out. I haven't done that for so long.
Haih.
; I'm sorry I'm not perfect,
Friday, December 9, 2011
; My loneliness is killing me.
Okay so this week has been such a stressful week. Haih. Had to sort out the Interact stuff. Even prefects work is not as stressful as Interact work. What to do.
Went to OU today. I haven't been out in 2 weeks. Feels like ages. Thank you Amanda Moa for picking me up and sending me back. Love you. Met up with Huan Min. Haven't seen him in ages. Watched 2 movies today.
1. Ombak Rindu
Ombak Rindu is a Malay movie. By which, I think I need to improve on my Malay. I seriously couldn't understand what they were saying at the beginning of the movie. They were talking to fast. No subtitles also. And I'm chinese. Huan Min couldn't understand what they were saying either, so I'm not alone. Watched it with Mandy, Huan Min and Ean. Before the movie I was like I'm so not gonna cry. But as usual, towards the end of the movie I was like waterfall la. Non stop flow of tears.
After Ombak Rindu, we met up with the rest. Danial had a hair cut. He has a mohawk now. :o He looks so different. Kat dip dyed her hair. Was originally purple and now it's brown. The dye guy is a con man!
2. New Year's Eve
SUCH A GREAT MOVIE. Didn't get to finish watching it though. Had to leave half way. So many good looking actors. hehe.
Holidays are almost over and I'm still relaxing. I think this is the first time I'm really enjoying my holidays. I usually can't wait to go back to school. There's just too much stress at school. I got accepted into Epsom. On the wait list for Sevenoaks. Most probably going to Epsom though because not sure if I'm guaranteed a spot in Sevenoaks. Can't wait to go over, honestly speaking. A fresh start. It's not like I'm depressed or have to friends now but I've just made mistakes before. I've made mistakes that I wish to erase and forget. There are some people in school that I wish I could erase our past status. Sounding so harsh. Haih. Just gonna stick to I want a new start.
; Sometimes a new atmosphere is a good thing.
Went to OU today. I haven't been out in 2 weeks. Feels like ages. Thank you Amanda Moa for picking me up and sending me back. Love you. Met up with Huan Min. Haven't seen him in ages. Watched 2 movies today.
1. Ombak Rindu
Ombak Rindu is a Malay movie. By which, I think I need to improve on my Malay. I seriously couldn't understand what they were saying at the beginning of the movie. They were talking to fast. No subtitles also. And I'm chinese. Huan Min couldn't understand what they were saying either, so I'm not alone. Watched it with Mandy, Huan Min and Ean. Before the movie I was like I'm so not gonna cry. But as usual, towards the end of the movie I was like waterfall la. Non stop flow of tears.
After Ombak Rindu, we met up with the rest. Danial had a hair cut. He has a mohawk now. :o He looks so different. Kat dip dyed her hair. Was originally purple and now it's brown. The dye guy is a con man!
2. New Year's Eve
SUCH A GREAT MOVIE. Didn't get to finish watching it though. Had to leave half way. So many good looking actors. hehe.
Holidays are almost over and I'm still relaxing. I think this is the first time I'm really enjoying my holidays. I usually can't wait to go back to school. There's just too much stress at school. I got accepted into Epsom. On the wait list for Sevenoaks. Most probably going to Epsom though because not sure if I'm guaranteed a spot in Sevenoaks. Can't wait to go over, honestly speaking. A fresh start. It's not like I'm depressed or have to friends now but I've just made mistakes before. I've made mistakes that I wish to erase and forget. There are some people in school that I wish I could erase our past status. Sounding so harsh. Haih. Just gonna stick to I want a new start.
; Sometimes a new atmosphere is a good thing.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
; Tumblr is love, period
; I wished people knew how I felt.
But then again I don't think anyone would care.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Friday, November 4, 2011
; Obesity out of control.
So well I've had a long week this week. Been having registration the whole week. It's not bad considering there's air-condition inside and the juniors want to do all the work. They make me feel so lazy. The only thing I can do is monitor them. And sit and laugh with June and Danial.
We've been getting a lot of our marks back. And God I am so dumb. All my marks are so low. People probably think I'm abnormally stupid. Finally got an A for Biology. Feels good. :)
We had majlis today. The didik marks thing. Got two medals. Makes me feel skinny. :D Danial showed me this really cute boy in Form 1. I think his name is Matthew Ng. He's so chubby and his cheeks are so pinchable, you feel like hugging him to sleep. No wonder Danial loves him so much. Mohsin won tokoh kokorikulum. Pretty obvious. Ben won tokoh pelajar. Also so obvious. Wahh, they describe Ben like they wrote an essay for him. Like 30 minutes just to describe him.
Taran went missing during the event. So Danial and Harris decided to mess with him. They told Taran that I was super pissed at him cause he didn't help out and there was so much stuff to do. Taran came into the bilik mesyuarat with Danial and Harris with this really sad face.
Spent the rest of the day with Danial and Harris in the bilik mesyuarat. Harris claims that he has an EPL body. lol. Danial asked May Quin what Taran was doing inside the bilik mesyuarat. She said that he was teaching them the hand move. So funny. Taran has his signature move by wiggling his hand. We had free food. Ate nasi lemak at 10.30 then nasi goreng and nasi ayam at 12.30. God knows how much weight I've put on now.
Had bola baling competition on Tuesday. Mandy and I were so nervous. Haven't played since the beginning of the year. We won all the games except with Hijau. Was a tie because we own goal. :/ I fell a few times. Sometimes I think I'm quite violent. Pushed people a lot. I just don't have feelings when I'm in court. Weird. Hurt myself pretty badly during the game against Merah. Now my leg is wounded and it's so ugly. I'm never gonna get married.
Went to watch Vienna Boys Choir yesterday. Damn, their voices are so good. How I wish I could sing. We got so much free food cause we went with BMW. Ate like a mad cow.
Meh, I guess I'm done for the night.
; When life goes better than expected.
We've been getting a lot of our marks back. And God I am so dumb. All my marks are so low. People probably think I'm abnormally stupid. Finally got an A for Biology. Feels good. :)
We had majlis today. The didik marks thing. Got two medals. Makes me feel skinny. :D Danial showed me this really cute boy in Form 1. I think his name is Matthew Ng. He's so chubby and his cheeks are so pinchable, you feel like hugging him to sleep. No wonder Danial loves him so much. Mohsin won tokoh kokorikulum. Pretty obvious. Ben won tokoh pelajar. Also so obvious. Wahh, they describe Ben like they wrote an essay for him. Like 30 minutes just to describe him.
Taran went missing during the event. So Danial and Harris decided to mess with him. They told Taran that I was super pissed at him cause he didn't help out and there was so much stuff to do. Taran came into the bilik mesyuarat with Danial and Harris with this really sad face.
Taran: Jt, I'm sorry.Danial kept on mouthing something to me. Taran's face was so sad. Then they started laughing laughing. So funny. Taran went storming out of the room.
Jt: Sorry for what? :O
Taran: I'm sorry I didn't help out I didn't know you needed help upstairs.
Spent the rest of the day with Danial and Harris in the bilik mesyuarat. Harris claims that he has an EPL body. lol. Danial asked May Quin what Taran was doing inside the bilik mesyuarat. She said that he was teaching them the hand move. So funny. Taran has his signature move by wiggling his hand. We had free food. Ate nasi lemak at 10.30 then nasi goreng and nasi ayam at 12.30. God knows how much weight I've put on now.
Had bola baling competition on Tuesday. Mandy and I were so nervous. Haven't played since the beginning of the year. We won all the games except with Hijau. Was a tie because we own goal. :/ I fell a few times. Sometimes I think I'm quite violent. Pushed people a lot. I just don't have feelings when I'm in court. Weird. Hurt myself pretty badly during the game against Merah. Now my leg is wounded and it's so ugly. I'm never gonna get married.
Went to watch Vienna Boys Choir yesterday. Damn, their voices are so good. How I wish I could sing. We got so much free food cause we went with BMW. Ate like a mad cow.
Meh, I guess I'm done for the night.
; When life goes better than expected.
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